Life is not easy
2006年11月09日
Now I am thinking why I came to the States .
It is hard to make American freinds and many Japanese are in San Jose.
I have tried not to be with japanese first, but at last I am usually with them.
Everyone including American and other Asian tend to be with people from same country. because
it is s easy to get along with each other. I made my mind to try again and I am going to keep trying.
however, I feel tired here and it makes me think 'why I am here'
When I decided to study abroad, I stated the reasons like ' I want to meet a lot of people''I want
to see different culture'' I want to study more'.
But now I have been thinking all day and it came up with me, ' I was seeking something new'
that was it.
that was what I needed.
I realized there would not be big difference to study between Japan and America.
I have to find something as purpose of being here.
what I learned is 'life is not easy'
